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uns3ttl3d 38, Female, New York, USA - 57 entries

Dec 2006
11:03 PM EDT

"Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it." – Swedish Proverb fight. don't focus on winning. just fight. don't focus on losing. just fight. as long as you are fighting you know you're doing whats best. fight. don't focus on the pain or the weakness. just fight. don't focus on sorrow and loss. just fight and keep on fighting until there is no need to fight any longer. fight until you die. fight. fight until it is no longer necessary. fight. dont trust others. just fight. fight their lies. fight their deception. fight their intrustion. fight their desire to fight you. fight their desire to ruin you. fight their desire to fight your ability to fight. fight their desire to end your battle. continue to fight. fight until you die. pick up the sword and swear upon all the truth in the world. go get your guns and shoot off into the distance that will forever intrigue and confuse you. hold up your fist in resentment of the unjust ways of man. fight. gather your weapons and fight. fight against the world. its me against the world. i am fighting. i will lose. but i will fight as long and as hard as i can because its the best i can do. it gives me meaning and purpose amongst an empty life. an empty world. full of empty promises and false hope. empty people and false relationships. dont let them ruin you. dont let them touch you. hold yourself together. gather the pieces of this shattered puzzle and fight for your life. run like hhell.

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Journal4Jackson 49, Female, California, USA - 48 entries

Jan 2007
6:27 AM PST

1/01/07- Woke up a little bit later than usual. Played for awhile, ate a good breakfast and did normal morning routine. Watched one short video, then played for an hour or so with sister and Daddy. Daddy played burritos, dominos and cars with him. Ate a fair lunch and then played again, mostly independently. Took an early nap, didn't sleep but rested. Woke up and went to grandparents house for dinner. Acted up quite a bit, wouldn't listen to directions or stay out of areas that he was told to. Had to go in a time out for not listening to Mom. Calmed down afterwards and played at the kitchen table for awhile, then started acting up again so he and Mom played together. When it was time to go, had a major meltdown and had to be carried to the car. Went home, storytime and straight to bed (about 20 minutes early). Fell asleep within half an hour. Still brushing in 2 hour intervals, so far he's doing ok with it and it seems like he is starting to drool less.

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justjeff 60, Male, North Carolina, USA - 22 entries

Dec 2006
9:19 PM EDT

HAPPY NEW YEAR from my OFFICE. Can you believe I'm working on New Year's Eve 2007 !!!! Actually I've celebrated New Years at the office for the last several years. Hell...might as well let the young ones play !!! Elliot is at a party... Trashed of course !! He just sent a Picture text.....He's so funny !!!! Today was a good day !! Celebrated Christmas with Andrew. He was so shocked when he realized that he was actually going to get a puppy !! I thought he was going to cry !!! I had a date tonight before work. Van had dinner with Elliot and me. Elliot stayed until about 9:30, which gave Van and I about an hour to hang out alone. He's such a nice man....but I don't there is a future. He for sure is "into" me....but I just don't feel the same. Guess I'm going to have a little "talk" and put "the cards" out on the table.

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elizabee 35, Female, Canada - 22 entries

Dec 2006
8:56 AM EDT

Are my feelings difficult to read or do people just ignore them?

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aini 58, Female, Singapore - 4 entries

Dec 2006
11:39 PM EST

Hmm.. what is the finest moment in my life?? I guess it would be overcoming my depression that was triggered by my colleague's comment and also my high expectations of myself. Being the perfectionist that I am, I tried to be the best teacher, best mom, best HOD, best wife, best muslim and sometimes ...or rather most of the time it is really hard to fulfill those roles as much as u tried. And.. when things turn out to be otherwise than planned, I get very upset and tend to blame myself for whatever happens. This is turn leads to depression and low self-esteem. For the new year, I planned to let bygones be bygones, live for the present and let the future decides what's in store for me. I am going to smile more and make each day counts... so for all of u out there, happy 2007 and may the year brings much happiness, success and luck in whatever you do!! U all will be in my prayers....

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kmkakimmy 55, Female, New York, USA - 5 entries

Dec 2006
6:26 AM EDT

today boering as ususal i wish i was with ma friends espaecialy matty(matty=hotty) he is so cute i wish he would ask me out sooo badly but i dont want to ask him out because im afraid he will say no i know all my friends say that i should ask him out because nobody could say no to me but still i dont know what to do!!!!! ----------------------------->mrs.lonely

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x3ncroyle1236x3 37, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 33 entries

Dec 2006
6:25 PM EDT

happy new year everyone.. well... January 8 is coming SO SO soon, but so is January 21! : ) birthday and christmas went great. so...

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station1977 48, Male, Colombia - 4 entries

Dec 2006
6:11 PM EDT

tree good thinks! okey one my cat juanita is beatiful, my son dany and my family is everiting. Thanks and happy new year for all the word. Victor Station design 1977

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workman 72, Male, Florida, USA - 51 entries

Dec 2006
5:52 AM EDT

Almost another year. What will this one bring? More of the same I'm afraid. Must lose weight and get in shape this next year. No excuses!

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madhousewife 69, Female, Michigan, USA - 48 entries

Dec 2006
5:46 PM EDT

The first day of the new year is almost over. I didn't do very well. I let me emotions get the better of me. I did have to laugh. One of my co-workers said they were asked if I had a dual personality disorder. I admit yes I do cssp "can't stand stupid people". It is a little disturbing to have people notice I have had an issue. My stress level has been bad as has the depression. I feel so weary. I am still hopeful. It is only the first day and I am not giving up. Baby steps, and one day at a time. I can do this!!

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